still searching...

Half a year gone. ...and i'm still searching.

Searching for my life.

hello!!!

Long time no blog lu.... coz, I got another blog..so sort of cast this blog aside. Well, not many pp know about this blog of mine.. so I will still drop by here to pour some sorrows at times..

We came back from our long long trip fm HK.,, and yes im going again very soon.

Ah classmate is leaving this weekend. This week, we are busy having farewell gathering & dinner after dinner.... had movie & karaoke with classmate & fat yesterday. Duno when is the next time we have the chance to step into the cinema together again.

Take care my best frd... you made the right choice.

Follow your heart...All the best to you...

46 days

44 days more to our Long Vacation. We been thru lots of ups and downs while planning for this trip. I'm feeling very tired. I do look forward to the trip..but on the other hand...Very Very stress. I always feels that, no matter how rough the road is....I'll still move on coz, you are with me. 陪我走過如坐過山車一般的日子...

I know you are a kind person. But, I do hope that you will spare a thought for my feelings. I know you loves me alot..... alot....

Perhaps its my problem. I cannot accept that my partner..treats someone else so good. I don't mind if you give her a treat or 2... or helps a LITTLE if she really needs help. but, what you are doing is too over. Your facial expressions...your joy shows me how happy you are when you managed to talk her out to travel with us. Next, when you can't get air ticket for her..the looks on your face cheated on you. It shows us...how eager you wans to get her tickets and how worried you are. You said that I always have funny thoughts on my mind and too sensitive. So I tried to push all those funny thoughts away...but again & again your actions & words shows me that ... you do like her. Frens came telling me how they feels ...& how protective your are towards her.

I know you will deny. Well, I'm not a kid. I have feelings too.

Our 30th

Its our 30th month. How time really flies. Tami says that she will come home and cook tomorrow after work. Heeeheeeee ...I will be looking forward to it tami.

Received a message this afternoon. A very simple greetings "Happy Halloween!" from a not simple person. I'm really very very shocked to see her message. Thank you, our 大慈善家...you made my day.

Another boring sunday..

We planned to go shopping for shoes..for your sister's wedding. I suggested that we go earlier and come home earlier, coz tomorrow is working day. You said, you need to rest first... perhaps we leave the house at 3pm. OK..fine. after that you kept repeating why dun we shop later in the week..on a week days coz, you are too tired to leave the hse on a Sunday afternoon.
Well, for me..I always want to get my things DONE before hand & this is the last weekend to your sis wedding...and we are having a busy week ahead..dinner appt tomorrow, doing your hair on tues..blah blah blah... BUT, well its not me going to the wedding..not me who need to shop. 皇帝不及﹐ 太監及。。。 why should I??
I wanted to go shopping with you, you get yr shoes...spend more time shopping with you on a sunday rather than rushing everywhere on weekdays. Well, why should I be soo gan cheong..if you dun even bother?

At 3.30pm you dozed off.

The Sun is shinning really good...4pm I started the washing machine ..

Its ANOTHER boring Sunday...

the moment..

Actually I'm really very very Very happy today. Received a sms from TM in the afternoon. She said that she had made plans for dinner & she wants to date me. I looking very much to it. She booked a room for K-buffet at K Box. We had fun singing ....and had a fun dinner with lots of sashim, ice cream...sushi, tim sum blah blah...blah

9.30pm we made our way home ...taking train and having fun chatting.

The moment we reached home. You said you are tired and sat there on the sofa reading papers & letters. After that you took a nap & again doze off. I waked you up to shower. After a shower then u can sleep all u like...isn't it better & more comfortable? I really don't understand WHY???
Then u slammed the bathroom door & ....slience.....

Why?? Wat happened again? What happened to us? Whenever we are alone at home...we sure to start a fight. Why?

Perhaps..it's time I should really move out.

我们的二十九

People says that nine is a good no... 長長九九.

Yes, October 2nd is our 29th month.

How time flies.