headache.....headache

Having a headache... Tami told me that management is also very important although its only a tiny FC. I really agree with her words.... I'm really not a good leader.

SOLD OUT

Public sales are not even out yet..but, last nite of hocc 2007 tickets are already sold out. I called the HK advance sales today to check...to my surprised, they accept oveaseas bookings... I shd have called earlier.. No more tixs left for 20th. So, I have no choice but, bought tixs for 19th....hoping that she will extend another night....

Recently, duno why sooo tired.

Went downstairs to buy dinner with Tami....then we watched dvd till Laybin called...asking how?? Any side effect after taking the med?? Hahaaaa talking abt those med.....Its so funny...I had to pour all 20 over packets of tiny powder into 1 big cup....hahhaahha and he only gave me med for 2 days loh....

Rainy day

What a wet day today. Dun understand why so tired today. Woke up not early loh, still doze off at 2.30pm....but, woke up 5.08pm to watch my favourite programe ...heeee Journey To The West. My all time favourite since I was a kid....Every Saturday afternoon, my bro, laybin & me will watch the CHINA ver. hhahahhaa without fail.

Will be going to see the doc. with laybin tomorrow....

After a drama last night, everything seems quite Ok now. We promised that we have to share & care..like care bears at all times in days..& years to come.. We are very tired with black faces..a waste of time.

I had a usual bo liao chatt with classmate, she said that we had poor memories coz, we are growing older day by day...."we can't even remember what we did last new year.." At last we remembered that we watched 'HE PING FAN DIAN" at bishan GV...we even hugged & wished each other a HaPPY New Year in the Cinema...ehheeheheee
2006 Not very happy loh...so, Please don't Count down in the cinema this year.
Classmates even told me that I shd blog happy moments and not so much of depression stories. I look back at my blog....really many are unhappy memories?? Mostly in anger & tears........

I think I must really make a change....changing of my blog template is a new page of my life...I hope that 2007 will & should be the greatest year for me....coz, 7 always brings me luck...HEhehehehhehe

25 November 2001

5 years ago, Ma Ma (Grandma) left us. I remembered around this time....12++am, I reached home no one around..I waited till nearly 4am laybin, bowtie & ah boy came home. "Where have u been?? You know Ma ma is in the hospital...very serious the doc asked everyone of us to go hospital to prepare for the worst.." Well, I was at the cinema watching Harry Potter & my mobile was OFF. I was speechless...Please I told myself, Dun let history repeats....I havent got the chance to say goodbye to 姑丈...this was one of my worst regrets in my life. Please...hang on mama. I can't sleep the whole nite..I believe NO one in the family could.

The house phone rangs...at 6++am, we are prepared for the worst. My uncle asked all of us to rush to the hospital.

Our family is among the last few who reached SGH. ALL of them were already seating at the lobby of that ward. 大姑媽, my aunties, cousins were all in tears ......
"She gone already" my uncle told us....
My laybin...started breaking down...then me.

It had been 5 years...but, whenever I thought of Mama & 大姑丈....I still feel the ache ...
I never know what is call death until they left me.

Now, thats something I will never ever do ....NEVER off my phone in the cinema. If one ph is oFF the other MUST be ON. On the other hand, I learn to treasure my every moments with my 95 ys/o 爺爺 & 大姑媽.

i would rather be alone

i would rather be alone. she just came home... & the face is like worse than charcoal....I would be alone.

hocc Live In Unity part 2 in 2007

My final chance is here. Hocc Live In Unity part 2... alot of things in life theres no take 2...but, for this...my 2nd chance is here. I'm so happy that hocc will be having her Part 2 concert in HK this coming Jan.....

Happy Birthday Charlene

A Very Happy birthday ah Sa...

Its Sa birthday, also the born day of my C watchy..heehee collected my watch with tami today. Its soo cool. The price is even more cool loh.... Actually, I wanted to sell the watch away, but.. tami said: "You don't like my gift arr??" Its not I dun like, but you know the price can buy 2 airticket to HK...

Well, I love the watch....

sparks & passion

just had a chat with Mic via msn. she I told her, I'm very sian. Kids, haiz...they won't understand a 30 y/o auntie tots. but, she is mature for her age. She suggested that I add some sparks into my r/s. She even suggested that we go for a trip just the 2 of us... Its not that easy.

Now, I dun even know her schedule for the week. Please dun ask me wat time she off work everyday...coz, I duno. I asked for it...so, that I can plan. days after days...weeks aft weeks. Now, i'm too tire to ask. We are like living in 2 different worlds.

You like football, sports....I watch with you. I blended into your life...although, i dislike it so much...coz, reminds me of bowtie. How to tacker the problem, thanks to singapore pools....if I bet for that match I dun mind watching..even if its only a $5 bet.

This shd be the worst christmas, new year I ever had. I never like christmas, but this is the worst ever.

jobless

This is the most unforgetable festive season. Yah, jobless festive season. Did I made the wrong choice by rejecting that job fm DF?

Can't sleep...will be meeting J & that 6th chin for dinner tomorrow. Sian must her face...but, tami told me that I must do some PR with them..
Entertain them, I would rather entertain myself....




I hope that one day you will learn to enjoy what I like too....

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u understand wat is call in a r/s. You dun even need a r/s. basically you just want to be with yourself. You dun & never see the problem between us. coz, you dun even care. enough is enough.

You said that you want to help me .... u asked me to see doc.. well, I shd already thank u if you dun say things or do funny actions to hurt me.

Happy Hour

Had snacks & drinks with my classmate & best frd. Surprised that classmate actually ordered 4 bottles of beer....but, i'm not really surprised that she pushed everything to me after afew slip loh. We chat & planned for christmas....long time since we chat like that....haiz..life sucks

btw, these are the pics I promised my Bestfrd. Your sammi & my hocc...Wahahahah

SIAN

xian xian xian

Very very SIAN

please dun get marry or stay together with your partner...coz, from love will became sian ...then soon the END. they wouldnt treasure you anymore...coz, you are useless & see you also sian....yes, getting sick ...very sick of u...that's life.

Motorola A1200

My new Dream Phone of the year ......

maryb

Who is Maryb......hahahahh a name I always think is funny...MARYSUSAN LAI...is my laybin nick name...hahahha

Nothing better to do... I start surfing blogs of 93.3 DJs....yah a bit too bo liao...

Then, I found something very funny...that makes maryb my new idol..hahahha I dont mean that pic with that funny guy in white....its the eating flower pic..... FUNNY..hahhaha

Entertain myself....

Tomorrow is Sat. I actually planned to watched Movie. Luckily I did not buy ticket...like b4...We came home, I packed my stuffs....you watch your TV....within an hr.... you are asleep. What a Great Friday NIGHT.

I entertain myself surfing the net....and will be moving to the hall to watch TV... after this....sian. Does it makes a difference if you are at home with me or not....NO.

No matter is day or nite....I'm always alone.. guess you are just getting sick of me.

Alliance

Joey came & go....the GCMA thingy came to an end. A couple of hippcus here & there...everything ends rather well. We sort of patch things up with Paul. Left a rather good impression of JAS to Ada, Sandy & of coz, Joey. Make alliance with Yanzi FC. To my surprised, we even get in contact with Malaysia FC & HK FC. HK FC contacted me yesterday....we chat for a while & exchanged news & tots....

1 Of my biggest regrets is missed hocc concert. How I envy Paul when she mentioned that she just came back fm hocc concert. As quite a fan of hocc, I have been looking forward to this concert of hers....I'm even more upset, when I read hocc blog....seeing all the fun & how great the concert is...the beautiful caps, tee shirt, ph strap & lan yard on sale.....I quickly went to search the auction to see if anyone selling the stuffs.....Yah, they did....but, marked like double, triple of the actual price...things would be sooo different & so great if im there. Well, I always believe that if I got something I must release something.



Now, what most important is to get a job & make our Jan Trip possible.