A Happy heart

Had a chat with classmate. A heart to heart chat. Had been sometime since we last chat so seriously. We often crack silly jokes & gossip almost every night...but, tonight we had a very Serious chat. Classmate feels that I'm not happy. My heart is not happy...although I dun show out to them...but she said dat she can see that I'm not at all happy coz, I'm not myself anymore.

I have been thinking alot since we ended our conversation. I must know what I want..I envy very brother. He is really doing what he likes...he enjoy & know what he wants.

Classmate told me that I must do something for myself. Bring back the real me & as well as the happy heart of mine.

愛情萬歲

yawn.... Everything is back to routine again... TM is back to work & me still busy searching N floating in the big sea..

愛情萬歲
曲：劉祖德 詞：林若寧
編/監：蔡德才@人山人海

愛情存在輿論性
承受這批鬥與你笑著革命
市內全民皆兵 聽著流言之聲
我若能擁抱你已是險勝

受盡炮轟任由戀愛沒有世界共鳴
維持著愛護與尊敬
未怕沒有親友贈興

寧願犧牲也與你以愛捐軀
從歷史中見證這轟烈一對
愛到倒下去 浮沉是非中一對伴侶
謠言裏 人潮裏
尋求我幸福至少無罪
那怕走得再崎嶇
言論之中去見證愛情萬歲
未似對正常情侶
你我縱是殘餘弱旅 頑抗愛下去

愛情長路如絕嶺
無論傷口再中箭也未怨命
世上如何孤清 對望仍然溫馨
都不可封殺戀之風景

彼此不必世界的嘉許
只想講生命至少也許
每人亦有最珍惜伴侶
旁觀的怎麼拼命插嘴 潑下冷水

寧願犧牲也與你以愛捐軀
流下這可歌可泣動人眼淚
滲進沙漠裏 懸崖上開花一對伴侶
曾難過 曾憔悴
尋求我幸福更加無懼
愛侶不需要心虛
承受子彈去愛你也是壯舉
若有了我們兒女
與你故事遺傳下去 能愛到萬歲

Little Zinny

Went for an interview today....I Talk so much more than the 3 interviewer..Heeehheee Next, we went to do something very nice..heee we adopted a little one by the name of zin zin...heeeeee she is cute actually abit like me...the face I mean. Actually, I wanted that child more for myself than the club....hmmmm...TM said that we shall go and adopt one ourself when I got a job..heeeee a little cute one just like me...

Had a little fireworks with my classmate....but, soon everything cools off.. I hope we will not argue or fight anymore....children like us shouldnt fight ...heeehehe
I wonder if classmate still read my blog??

MArch 10

My laybin is going china with the whole family tomorrow, march 10...including my little baby brother. wishing them a nice, fun safe trip... Now, I'm at classmate house..they are playing mahjong & as usual I have nothing much to do ...

Not very happy this afternoon, I cried & cry & cry....it really hurts very very much. I wanted to give up, give up all that I have put in all these years.
Later in the afternoon, I received a phone call follow up with an email..I got an interview next week... it made my day.

little ones drawer

Tami bought little one a new drawer today. It will be shared among my classmate, bestfrd & me ... We had a fun time shopping at Ikea...Can someone please tell them that their transport charges are toooooooo steep. My drawer cost $99 & got to spend another $40 for transport....I nearly wanted to cry....but, its really a bit too heavy for tiny ones like us..


We took a shuttle bus to TM...planned to go Orchard to get gifts for my dearest classmate & bf...but, its already 8.45pm & silly shooting a cab to orchard just to get gift loh..we ended up shopping in TM instead.. Its a rather strange New unfamiliar place...heheeeeeee we shd go TM more often...

Looking forward to meet classmate & bf again tomorrow..

Good nite

My true frd is classmate...

We can talk the sky down....everything under the sun. THere are time when we had little hippcus once in 20 years....but, you are still my most beloved classmate. muah muah .....

A boring short trip

Its a super short trip... b4 that, i'm still thinking why so rush?? Batam 2D1N....imagine, that 2 day 1 nite also nearly bored us to crazy....we nearly go MAD. We have got nothing better to do...its so boring no ent..at all. Yes, they do have a pool table, but they lost the keys to the pool balls.....this is really impossible.

傷神

可惜你分了神　不想我再貼身.. 愛很傷神　怕沒有心再去蜜運.

Today is my Lunar Birthday. We had a really big fight..2 of us ending up with tears. Yes, I always repeated this to Pipi...in a r/s, where one doesn't give way anymore means its coming to the end...& if neither side bother to give way means the end. I would say that, I have not changed a single bit... I am still who i am, this is me since we started 22 months ago. Its you who doesn't give way anymore. As I always like to quote, in broken r/s no one is in the wrong.. its just feelings had changed. You dun give way like what you used to anymore...I dun blame you, as this is life..

We had a very very slient nite... a slient Cab ride, a slient Bus ride & a slient dinner. Now, you are in the kitchen working on your work stuffs & me in the room alone...we are drifting apart. ...... ....................

How many more months, weeks, days to go????