容祖兒 牛奶

牛奶

餐桌有點歪　玻璃杯倒了下來
一行像眼淚的牛奶
大門已被甩開　說出了的再收不回來
補回來　裂痕還在

真不想被說中　沒有一對會不同
面貼面擁抱也會心虛得發痛
愛冷了　要怎樣解凍

如果還不夠愛　怎會被傷害
忽冷忽熱的對待
眼看愛(就像牛奶)　在變酸　慢慢變壞
難道你不明白　有一些傷害　會看不出來
記得你的好　孤獨反而實在
變味的愛　沒辦法再掩蓋

越是得不到的一份愛
越難說服我自己放開　捨不得愛現在
我應該　怎麼樣向自己　來交代　這種失敗

怎麼忍受這腐壞　變味的愛

Our 27th...

Today is 2nd August.. our 27 months.

Met up for dinner at Rice Table.. bought a pair of Liverpool pants as present...well, from the moment we met..you told me you are very tired.

We had dinner, went to change your pants (you looks like you dun really like the pants)& went Kovan for Beancurd.

We came home at around 9.30pm...I went to shower..& when I came out!!! you are asleep on the bed...its 9.55pm. I dragged you out of bed to shower...but you screamed at me. I left u alone..to sleep...while I surf & watch TV..myself.

At last 11.50pm..I managed to drag you up to shower.. I thought you will be more awake after the bath. After your shower....I happily ran in to the room............You are asleep again.

I looked at you... asking myself, how many words we spoke to each other since we came home?? Do you know that I have alot of things to tell you. Sometimes.. you just want to tell that person something at that moment... when tomorrow comes.. I might not feel like talking about it anymore. Thats why we have so much communication problems... When we are at home, its either you working on the PC...or watching TV your sports channels.. or asleep.

We bought the 2 beancurd...what you want me to do with it?? Tomorrow movie tickets.. you havent even book..& you told the whole world that you will book it.??? Sometimes I think I communicate with a frd even more than you.

Sian

Very sian... VeryVery Very Sian....