A New Chapter...a new beginning

Had been sometime since I last blog. Well, I got the job.. sign my appointment letter and yes.. A New beginning. I'm happy and at the same time, worried... I'm worried that this is just sunshine before storm. Life haven't been smooth for me last year.. my life is in a total mess. How can I convince myself that I got this job... a job that I hve been searching for .. the work scope and all is just what I have been looking for all these years.

I know its time I shd move on...I hope that this is really a new chapter in my life. I do not wish to go thru all that again.

A Happy heart

Had a chat with classmate. A heart to heart chat. Had been sometime since we last chat so seriously. We often crack silly jokes & gossip almost every night...but, tonight we had a very Serious chat. Classmate feels that I'm not happy. My heart is not happy...although I dun show out to them...but she said dat she can see that I'm not at all happy coz, I'm not myself anymore.

I have been thinking alot since we ended our conversation. I must know what I want..I envy very brother. He is really doing what he likes...he enjoy & know what he wants.

Classmate told me that I must do something for myself. Bring back the real me & as well as the happy heart of mine.

愛情萬歲

yawn.... Everything is back to routine again... TM is back to work & me still busy searching N floating in the big sea..

愛情萬歲
曲：劉祖德 詞：林若寧
編/監：蔡德才@人山人海

愛情存在輿論性
承受這批鬥與你笑著革命
市內全民皆兵 聽著流言之聲
我若能擁抱你已是險勝

受盡炮轟任由戀愛沒有世界共鳴
維持著愛護與尊敬
未怕沒有親友贈興

寧願犧牲也與你以愛捐軀
從歷史中見證這轟烈一對
愛到倒下去 浮沉是非中一對伴侶
謠言裏 人潮裏
尋求我幸福至少無罪
那怕走得再崎嶇
言論之中去見證愛情萬歲
未似對正常情侶
你我縱是殘餘弱旅 頑抗愛下去

愛情長路如絕嶺
無論傷口再中箭也未怨命
世上如何孤清 對望仍然溫馨
都不可封殺戀之風景

彼此不必世界的嘉許
只想講生命至少也許
每人亦有最珍惜伴侶
旁觀的怎麼拼命插嘴 潑下冷水

寧願犧牲也與你以愛捐軀
流下這可歌可泣動人眼淚
滲進沙漠裏 懸崖上開花一對伴侶
曾難過 曾憔悴
尋求我幸福更加無懼
愛侶不需要心虛
承受子彈去愛你也是壯舉
若有了我們兒女
與你故事遺傳下去 能愛到萬歲

Little Zinny

Went for an interview today....I Talk so much more than the 3 interviewer..Heeehheee Next, we went to do something very nice..heee we adopted a little one by the name of zin zin...heeeeee she is cute actually abit like me...the face I mean. Actually, I wanted that child more for myself than the club....hmmmm...TM said that we shall go and adopt one ourself when I got a job..heeeee a little cute one just like me...

Had a little fireworks with my classmate....but, soon everything cools off.. I hope we will not argue or fight anymore....children like us shouldnt fight ...heeehehe
I wonder if classmate still read my blog??

MArch 10

My laybin is going china with the whole family tomorrow, march 10...including my little baby brother. wishing them a nice, fun safe trip... Now, I'm at classmate house..they are playing mahjong & as usual I have nothing much to do ...

Not very happy this afternoon, I cried & cry & cry....it really hurts very very much. I wanted to give up, give up all that I have put in all these years.
Later in the afternoon, I received a phone call follow up with an email..I got an interview next week... it made my day.

little ones drawer

Tami bought little one a new drawer today. It will be shared among my classmate, bestfrd & me ... We had a fun time shopping at Ikea...Can someone please tell them that their transport charges are toooooooo steep. My drawer cost $99 & got to spend another $40 for transport....I nearly wanted to cry....but, its really a bit too heavy for tiny ones like us..


We took a shuttle bus to TM...planned to go Orchard to get gifts for my dearest classmate & bf...but, its already 8.45pm & silly shooting a cab to orchard just to get gift loh..we ended up shopping in TM instead.. Its a rather strange New unfamiliar place...heheeeeeee we shd go TM more often...

Looking forward to meet classmate & bf again tomorrow..

Good nite

My true frd is classmate...

We can talk the sky down....everything under the sun. THere are time when we had little hippcus once in 20 years....but, you are still my most beloved classmate. muah muah .....

A boring short trip

Its a super short trip... b4 that, i'm still thinking why so rush?? Batam 2D1N....imagine, that 2 day 1 nite also nearly bored us to crazy....we nearly go MAD. We have got nothing better to do...its so boring no ent..at all. Yes, they do have a pool table, but they lost the keys to the pool balls.....this is really impossible.

傷神

可惜你分了神　不想我再貼身.. 愛很傷神　怕沒有心再去蜜運.

Today is my Lunar Birthday. We had a really big fight..2 of us ending up with tears. Yes, I always repeated this to Pipi...in a r/s, where one doesn't give way anymore means its coming to the end...& if neither side bother to give way means the end. I would say that, I have not changed a single bit... I am still who i am, this is me since we started 22 months ago. Its you who doesn't give way anymore. As I always like to quote, in broken r/s no one is in the wrong.. its just feelings had changed. You dun give way like what you used to anymore...I dun blame you, as this is life..

We had a very very slient nite... a slient Cab ride, a slient Bus ride & a slient dinner. Now, you are in the kitchen working on your work stuffs & me in the room alone...we are drifting apart. ...... ....................

How many more months, weeks, days to go????

發啊﹗﹗﹗

We had our CNY gathering today. Had dinner at the KoPi shop ..& came back to Tami's place for more fun.. PLay poker cards, watched video & had fun laffing & drinking..hahahha Glad to know 2 new funny little frds..they are fun. The party ends at around 1 plus...& one by one started leaving. Now then we finished sending the last party home.. had our shower & tami is lying on the bed ...snoring liao... The word that we mentioned most throughout the nite is 發啊﹗﹗﹗...Hhahaa

Goodbye Doggy

Very soon, lets put our hands together to welcome the arrival of the Golden Pig. I'm Very Very happy that at last its time to send the dog away. Everyone says that the coming will be a great ...I mean at least a better year for the little dragon. Not only in career, but in love & luck as well...heee heee heard that the Fire dragon next year will be in a Very extreme tao hua luck.. hahahhahahahh

I'm at home now... everyone busy mopping, sweeping, cleaning, dusting, packing...except me. I have been talking all day with my laybin till she asked me not to bother her....coz, she got lots of things to do. then, I went to watch dvd...till I fell asleep....heee
Had dinner at Owen Seafood Rest. Wow.... yuckys veg & crab. Inside the Hao shi got some green green thing ..yeeee..yucks... the best is the Mee & the dessert.

In less than 2 hrs.... welcome to a brand New Year..... yoohoooooo

Reunion

We had our reunion dinner today at Uncle Zhong house. Rather a tiny little house. I was sweating like crazy..coz, the house is so pack & cramp. Imagine, a 1 room flat cramp with 30 over pp.....cramp until we had problem eating.

I had a quick dinner & left the dinner table. Won $3 in blackjack...hehhehee Well, a good start..hhahahah

We had a plants, flower shopping spree at Far East Flora. Laybin bought, a pot of rose & Tao hua. Luckily, I dun need to carry back for her.. hahhahah after the plants shopping, I say bye.. to laybin & gu ma...& headed to Vivo city to shop shop... hehehehee ..the Only chance for me to grab tami's Valentine gift..Hhahaha

Bought 2 hotdogs & 7 tao sa pia & head home. Watch dvd, and went online to search for the sheepy & piggy....haiz. We shd have got it in HK loh. Now got $$ also not easy to get it...

Good nite.

Birthday presents

This year, I received 2 mobile phones & 2 watches hahahhah. I love my 2 phones & Love the 2 chip & dale watches too... especially the one from my best frd & classmate.

At first, I Was a little sad that classmate can't join us for dinner actually...but, I know if she can make it... she sure will turn up. she must be very very sick...but, was glad that my best frd mickey made it for dinner. The night would not be the same without you.

My phones... well, never imagine that I will receive TWO hp for my bday. Hahahah I know, tami went thru a hard time hopping around for the 2 little phones... I love it. The phones, the tee shirts, a special ezlink card, PMK membercard, a CC "hehhheeee", a pair of jeans & 2 tops, a birthday cake as well as a card....did I miss out anything?? Muakie tami...

Fatz was right.... I will have a stressful July.

How old are you??

Yes, I'm officially a year older. A step nearer to the mid 30s....Imagine..Please imagine..30s...I never ever tot that one day I will be in my 30s. Its was just like yesterday when I celebrated my sweet 17 birthday.

Tami brought me out for a Tim Sum breakfast yesterday, we had movie at the cathay & dinner at Coca. Was suppose to be a great dinner until laybin called. Tami gave me a phone & 2 little tee shirts as pre birthday gifts. Hehhehehee thanks to little tami.

Today, we will be meeting the Pilon gang for dinner. I wonder, how is the food like....

I suddenly remember Chob asked: How old are you..?? I regetted for not asking her why???

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to me...

hocc we stand as One

19th January 2007, off we fly to HK for hocc part 2 concert. Had a quick dinner at Maxim, met spp for the concert tixs & rushed off for the concert. I saw, that PL. Rather hard not to notice her actually. She was busy chatting away with a h20.. Talking abt h20..well, 90% of the fans are all h20s. haha....

20th January 2007, 2nd night of hocc concert. Well, cho did not attend. Most of time during the concert, we are looking at the Panel instead of the stage. It was a great concert... but, still not as high as cho's concert. At least for me & tami....the fans are rather high, but... not right for me. Something is just missing..... different fm watching cho's concerts...
After the show, I actually bump into PL...face to face. What will be will be, no matter how you avoid.. everything lies with fate. Well, we say Hi... and entertain each other by chatting some silly stuffs.. poor little tami standing behind me like a little one.

Hong Kong 2007

In less than 24 hrs, we will be in Hong Kong. Tami was very late for work this morning...she woke up very late. I woke up very early. We both woke up at 8am. She was late for a meeting...a very important meeting with the director at 8am. I woke up at 8am...broke record...From the time she step out of the house, I know she will be very moody the entire day.

Well, I Called origin, washed tami jeans (although I know is a big risk...coz, it might not be dry by tomorrow morning.....but, tami mention that she will feel more comfortable if the new jeans are pre-wash b4 wearing..) Washed tami jeans & hung out to the sun...2nd round, our bedsheets, 3rd round more bedsheets...phew..
Next, I clean & mop the floor with the sheets I bought with fatfat yesterday....phew, after mopping...I sweat like a PIG.

Tami called...we had an arguement...I know, I told myself to bear with it...coz, I know she would be in a rather bad mood..@#$%@%@#$

Long time No blog....

Almost 3 weeks since I last blog. Rather busy preparing our little trips. 2 More days to our HK trip & soon after HK will be our KL stressful trip. 2 more days to our trip to HK... shd be a fun thing to look forward to...but, we had fights almost every night. I know, Tami is very very stress over the KL trip.... planning like a travel agent. We must take care of 18 persons...and the whole CM Board is like a useless bunch of monkeys. Alright talk about some happy stuffs...... over the past few weeks..... L Word S4 is back... Hoo hoooo How time flies, just like yesterday... I told Pilon, Hey...you must wait 1 year for the next season loh..... and now its already 2007.

Another Good news is Joey won 最受歡迎女歌星 四連霸.. yeah yeah yeah.....Frankly, it might be her last year for winning the award.

Happy New Year

Its 2007, Happy New Year.. we had our little countdown at our place... with Choya, yucks cocktail drinks & Mint baileys....simple & cool..its just spending the brand New Year with your love ones....Tami, Classmate & best frd...

We booked our HK trip.... we are GOing to disney HK again...this JANUARY...wow...wow..... Looking forward to Jan 19th.....yeah.............................. I know eveything will be wonderful in 2007.

CK TANGS

We had a luggage shopping hunt. From OG to Istean... we hunted round & round for the perfect wonderful luggage. At last we got our little luggage from CK TAngs... not only the service is good... but, because of their opening hrs til 12am ... Its festives season..the New year is round the coner...but, Taka, Istean all busy closing doors & shutting their gates at 9.30pm.... while all the crowds were still busy shopping & swaying around... Btw, it was supposed to be a great nite.. coz, Tami bought me a NICE Cute Pinky luggage.. but, everything turns sour when we came hm.. checked email & got to know that our dear frd is coming to town. This news indeed shaken Our 9 days beautiful winter trip.

Now, I'm left hanging there once again....I just simply hate this feeling. Just when I tot, at last we are booking our trip ...at last we are going to $$ changer tomorrow... NOw, once again ...i'm floating on the sea..not knowing which direction to go....yah, at least...I have a luggage floating with me NOW...