Thursday, December 01, 2005

Life Sucks...

There is a time..when I feel like Im the most lucky, happy girl on earth. Getting this job is like the most successful thing that has happened in the life so far. It made me laff like anything...it made be feel very secure that I might be working here all my life if I don't fail the "test".......but, yesterday I cried. I cried to myself at work. Its the first time I cried here.
I don't want to admit defeated..I don't want to lose to that asshole "Kel". Yah, he tried to play games again & this time I lost...coz, I blow up infront of him. I locked myself in the store & cried. I dont wish to play any games with him...I just want to work...I just want a secure & happy job. This is the job I have been looking for all my life....but, he's not letting me go...I know he wants revenge. He's mad....He's crazy.....I know I must be strong. I must. Coz, I can only count on me...myself to fight all these... all others are blind & silly enough to let him made used of....I know Im alone...in this....& I must be smart & strong to be the last one standing in this game.

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