Thursday, December 08, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
My new pets.
I truly believes that Fishes will really make a person calm & makes you feels go. Maybe I like the sea, water & swim. I bought a few little fishies and placed them in my office. I feel good looking at them swimming around. I tot bringing some home & place them in my little room as well. heee..hee Haiz, but....every morning I got the same fear in me whenever I step into the office. Will my fishes be murdered to death by assholes.???? I know this asshole believes in Feng Shui very much.... so, Im actually taking up this as a gamble. I told him...putting fishes here will bring good feng shui to all of us. Although, he cast himself away fm us whenever we tok & play with the fishes....but, he did not touch my fishes...at least not yet. I really need to go temple this weekend.
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Less than a month to our HK trip. A trip we have long for it.... I told myself....I must enjoy myself. We have come this far..planning & looking so much forward to it for not only months but, years....we shd treasure not only the trip but, the planning as well. Nothing can or should spoil my trip.
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Less than a month to our HK trip. A trip we have long for it.... I told myself....I must enjoy myself. We have come this far..planning & looking so much forward to it for not only months but, years....we shd treasure not only the trip but, the planning as well. Nothing can or should spoil my trip.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Life Sucks...
There is a time..when I feel like Im the most lucky, happy girl on earth. Getting this job is like the most successful thing that has happened in the life so far. It made me laff like anything...it made be feel very secure that I might be working here all my life if I don't fail the "test".......but, yesterday I cried. I cried to myself at work. Its the first time I cried here.
I don't want to admit defeated..I don't want to lose to that asshole "Kel". Yah, he tried to play games again & this time I lost...coz, I blow up infront of him. I locked myself in the store & cried. I dont wish to play any games with him...I just want to work...I just want a secure & happy job. This is the job I have been looking for all my life....but, he's not letting me go...I know he wants revenge. He's mad....He's crazy.....I know I must be strong. I must. Coz, I can only count on me...myself to fight all these... all others are blind & silly enough to let him made used of....I know Im alone...in this....& I must be smart & strong to be the last one standing in this game.
I don't want to admit defeated..I don't want to lose to that asshole "Kel". Yah, he tried to play games again & this time I lost...coz, I blow up infront of him. I locked myself in the store & cried. I dont wish to play any games with him...I just want to work...I just want a secure & happy job. This is the job I have been looking for all my life....but, he's not letting me go...I know he wants revenge. He's mad....He's crazy.....I know I must be strong. I must. Coz, I can only count on me...myself to fight all these... all others are blind & silly enough to let him made used of....I know Im alone...in this....& I must be smart & strong to be the last one standing in this game.
xiao mao mi
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