Depression

Have been sometime since I last update my blog. Basically im busy with nothing...but, trying to make myself happier.
Everything seems to be a mess since I lost my job. I can't sleep at nite. I kept to myself...I cried to myself almost everyday. I felt very lonely & useless. We fight almost everynite & in the end, I broke down crying. I haven't stepped out of the house for almost a week. I just dun wish to meet people. Coz, I hate myself. We had a good talk. Tami told me that she feels im under depression. ...

I had a short chat with the counselllor and they told me that I'm down with psychological illness & that they would advise me to see the psychiatrist. Can u believe these?? Me see a psychiatrist??? This is impossible. I know that that's something wrong with me...but, I dun think I need to see the psychiatrist yet........

Anyway, nowadays tami brought me out for dinner everyday..she says that it will help rather than staring at the 4 walls every day & nite. We had dinner & short walks around central....marketing at NTUC. Things seems to be getting better. .....

Stay focus on positive statements about yourself.. this is wat I was told by the counselllor.