Lost

I lose something very important to me. I duno wat to say and how to describle my feelings. You wouldnt understand. I can never ever find another one to replace it. Im feeling sooo lost..now. Im all alone at the cross road once again.

googoo

yummy yummy..

Looking back at the pics taken...during our trips to KL..

I really missed those days. Especially the food...heee...I know you loved the food there....

Although, its only 4 days..but we had soo much fun..remember how I wash & scrub the bathtub..and ended up washing the whole toilet & nearly flood the whole hotel room...hahhaha

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We spotted a "Restoran" and ended up taking pics on the streets...regardless how the wedding couples & guests all looking & wondering what are we up to...


We had so much fun then....

怯

I just want my tooth out .... is it that difficult???
From here to there....& there & here...ding dong ding dong here & there...spent $265 for nothing. Spent so much $$$ and my silly stupid tooth still in my gums.
Thats what I call Hospital. All I want is just to get my tooth out...and there..its leads to what heart problems...blah blah.... wah..@#$%.....very soon may as well send me to....IMH.

Now im on the cross road again...not knowing wat to do..where to head...???

Life Continues..............

Black Monday..

It had been a great long weekend. I claimed my off day & you on leave last friday... yah yah, everything was fine.."except for my little headache"..we had fun..watching tv...simple dinner...although, a little hipccus here & there...but, everything was fine..till, Sunday nite.

I went home..chat a little..and something huge came up again.. from no where. Why?? Its 12am in the morning...Why?? Must we have all these unnecessary arguments for nothing on a Monday morning....a working morning.


如何辛酸　如何淒慘　如何分擔
　如果仍然將從前再三哭訴是磨難
　拭乾眼淚回去　亦算節省一晚
　閒人一班　沉淪一番　自虐一番
　假如這同盟會輪流大講失戀太黯淡
　不如　對那人　鬥快鬥早心淡
　其實沒時間　為了他　比賽慘


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headache.....

Collected my new IC today. Wow..after 16 years...I got a brand new IC. I like it. At least, I dun look funny..with my that 2 auntie earrings anymore. heeee

Maybe Im getting old...got a terrible headache...after collecting my beautiful IC...I rushed home....took a bath & drop to bed. I woke up at abt 6.30pm... had my dinner & took Activ Fast again... but, my head is still like tearing apart.

What a Saturday...so.. age does matters..

Long time no seee

Had been sometime since I last blogged. Well, I turned..30. Its a huge stepping stone of my life... imagine, 30 years old... oooh my god. I cant believe this. Cannot believe the fact that I am actually 30 years old. What have I achieved for the past years....well, nothing much I would say.... the only best thing about my life right now is my job. A job I would regard as a career. After 10 over years of working life....I found this job...a place I hope to grow in. I will treasure very chances I can to stay & climb in this career ....

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Another big thing in my life is "you". You came into my life. I know you love me alot. Thanks for all your love ... I always tell myself, No one else love me as much as you do.

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4 days more to go. I will be going for a minor operation. A fear I had inside me since im a kid. A Dumex tin hit my tooth....and there goes my 2 front tooth. Blood kept flowing from my mouth with my dearest 姑媽 hugging me...we stood at the basin for ages....
I grew up... without my 2 front tooth.... it took me more than 10 years to have my 2 front tooth back. Dental..is the last thing I will ever thought of in my entire life.....Now, I dont have a choice...I dun wan this Impacted thing...in my gums....like a bomb...installed in me. I know I have to be strong ...but, is not easy..............

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"FRIENDS"... 2 years... how time flies. A friend, I lost touch..for 2 years...We used to chat everyday...almost everyday in the office. We used to 吹水 everyday.. in office. An incident...a small foolish incident...drawn us apart for 2 years. Sometimes...life is just that simple....look at the picture again with a clearer mind...some arguements are just so foolish. Guess, we had just grown out of it. Anyway, Im already 30 years old... what there's to fight about.

Good Night.

Happy Holidays

Its 5.54am now. In less than 3 hrs time we will be on board the plane....yes all 4 of us ....at last. Heeeeee ...and around 6 hrs from now we will be at Hong Kong. Yippy....yeh yeh...

A trip we plan & hope for years.....is finally here....

Happy Holidays to us....

Good Day...muahkie everyone....

Happy New Year

Today is the First day of 2006. Wow...how time flies.
Tomorrow is our 8th month anniversary.... and 2 more days to go, we will step onto Hong Kong land. Yippy...we have been looking so forward to this trip....4 of us travelling together to Hong Kong. heee heee

Just bought 3 BIG packets of mamee for spp..as requested by her..(wat soo special with sg mamees anyway???)

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Its 8.11pm now...Countdown to the Hit Radio 903 awards 2006....
No matter its tears or laughter we have beers & ice cream by our side.....heee..

Star Mobile Twins 一時無兩演唱會 2006

My new pets.

I truly believes that Fishes will really make a person calm & makes you feels go. Maybe I like the sea, water & swim. I bought a few little fishies and placed them in my office. I feel good looking at them swimming around. I tot bringing some home & place them in my little room as well. heee..hee Haiz, but....every morning I got the same fear in me whenever I step into the office. Will my fishes be murdered to death by assholes.???? I know this asshole believes in Feng Shui very much.... so, Im actually taking up this as a gamble. I told him...putting fishes here will bring good feng shui to all of us. Although, he cast himself away fm us whenever we tok & play with the fishes....but, he did not touch my fishes...at least not yet. I really need to go temple this weekend.


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Less than a month to our HK trip. A trip we have long for it.... I told myself....I must enjoy myself. We have come this far..planning & looking so much forward to it for not only months but, years....we shd treasure not only the trip but, the planning as well. Nothing can or should spoil my trip.

Life Sucks...

There is a time..when I feel like Im the most lucky, happy girl on earth. Getting this job is like the most successful thing that has happened in the life so far. It made me laff like anything...it made be feel very secure that I might be working here all my life if I don't fail the "test".......but, yesterday I cried. I cried to myself at work. Its the first time I cried here.
I don't want to admit defeated..I don't want to lose to that asshole "Kel". Yah, he tried to play games again & this time I lost...coz, I blow up infront of him. I locked myself in the store & cried. I dont wish to play any games with him...I just want to work...I just want a secure & happy job. This is the job I have been looking for all my life....but, he's not letting me go...I know he wants revenge. He's mad....He's crazy.....I know I must be strong. I must. Coz, I can only count on me...myself to fight all these... all others are blind & silly enough to let him made used of....I know Im alone...in this....& I must be smart & strong to be the last one standing in this game.

xiao mao mi

A belated Birthday gift to by beloved Ah Sa. Her name is Xiao mao mi....

Heng... its still in November...ha heee

Hong Kong

Just came back from HK...and yes... we are planning another trip in Jan. I spent like siao in Disneyland & EEG showroom....haiz. Btw, I got a new baby... my sony baby... sony ericsson W800i as my early christmas gift.. heheeeee. Thanks to Tami.. muah ...heee

Yes... Hong Kong Trip in Jan. Firstly thanks to Hoho/pui for the tickets. Next is that Fat Ass... I know she is the last person we ever want to see on earth. ..but, its silly to pay more to stay at other Hotel just to avoid her. We shd show her that we are together happily having fun with smallie, fatfat, pui... No matter wat we have each other to go thru all these... she is all alone by herself....so wat if she has the FC with her...she is still as lonely as never... for us, we are happy coz we have one another...& the more we shd show her...how happy are we with our frds...

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We will be going to book our HK trip soon ..... in another few hrs time... with small & fat...heheeeeee

Pootz

Woow...tomorrow is the day...

How time flies. After months of planning....the day is here. We will be flying off to HK in 9 hours time. We will miss Fat fat & smaller alot.. boohoo hoo.

Reached Tami hse an hr ago. To my horror....I thought tami's luggage was a camera bag. 2 of Tami's luggage can go into mine. haiz...

Alrite... I got to go & mum mum already....

Good Bye.....

4 more days to go....

4 more days to our HK trip... hippy.. hope that everything will go on fine. No arguements or serious fights. Well, we spent the whole morning watching vcds. Now waiting for Tami to shower & prepare to attend my grandpa's Birthday dinner.

Spp called me, she cfm coming to sg on 03 Nov....well, which means that I might bump into that fatass... be either at the airport or the event. Some must be thinking, why?? Why so scared of that Fatass?? No, I am not or rather we are not afraid or scared of her. I just can't stand the sight of her...and I know my own weakness. Easily affected with unnecessary stuffs. I hope I can be as cool & as ginko as smallie as times.

Well, whatever....4 more days to go & which means only 3 more days to clear my work b4 leaving.....phew.

Shane

Cool...

Lust, Love, Lost, Lies, Laughter...

A relationship consists of all the above... do you agree??




10 days to go....

Took my breath away

Had a rather sporty Friday. Had a walk, at a park & a long walk up a mountain with some of my fellow colleagues. The walk is fine but, the slope really nearly took my life away. At that moment, I really thought im dying. I can’t breath. Im fainting. Got a terrible headache, my ankle is sooo pain. I kept asking myself, why?? WHY WHY?? Why must I torture myself like that? How I hope Tami was there right beside me. Im sure Tami will ask me to stop & take care of me. Completed the entire walk about 1 hr. Had a quick shower & throw myself upon an OSIM massage chair…which really made my day.

13 days to go....