Alliance

Joey came & go....the GCMA thingy came to an end. A couple of hippcus here & there...everything ends rather well. We sort of patch things up with Paul. Left a rather good impression of JAS to Ada, Sandy & of coz, Joey. Make alliance with Yanzi FC. To my surprised, we even get in contact with Malaysia FC & HK FC. HK FC contacted me yesterday....we chat for a while & exchanged news & tots....

1 Of my biggest regrets is missed hocc concert. How I envy Paul when she mentioned that she just came back fm hocc concert. As quite a fan of hocc, I have been looking forward to this concert of hers....I'm even more upset, when I read hocc blog....seeing all the fun & how great the concert is...the beautiful caps, tee shirt, ph strap & lan yard on sale.....I quickly went to search the auction to see if anyone selling the stuffs.....Yah, they did....but, marked like double, triple of the actual price...things would be sooo different & so great if im there. Well, I always believe that if I got something I must release something.



Now, what most important is to get a job & make our Jan Trip possible.

mess

my life is in a mess. hopless, useless, worthless

HAZY

I'm feeling like the weather today. Hazy...very hazy & unhappy. VERY VERY unhappy. I felt hopeless, useless, sad & lonely. NO meaning of life.

Is already OCT

Is already OCt...and yah ..Im still searching. Went home today...felt really strange. My room, laybin, bowtie....everything seems different. Guess, I dun feel home anymore. Laybin told me that, Pei is getting married this mth....haiz. I know she hopes that I will go...but, I dun feel like entertaining them...Pei is 5 years younger than me....imagine...all those UNCLE, AUNTIES, cousins...whom u havent met since 5-6 years ago.. kept bugging u....WHY u havent married arr....got BF or not.... where u work arr>>>>??? WHY U SOO FAT ??? WHY u this arr...why u that arr???WAH...I can imagine that kind of stress.....sian...sOOOOO sian..

Btw, I tot of changing the Tingkat....hmmmmmm still thinking..

Ups & downs

Tami told me that we must learn to treasure what we have. After reading D blog.... tami felt that we must learn to fight lesser and learn to love & treasure each other even more than b4. Our r/s is full of ups & downs....I tried very hard to in put in our r/s...but, we are still clashing......."When one doesn't give in anymore ..that's it." If being in a r/s is soooooo tiring....when gets involve in the first place??????????

hocc

Wanted very much to see hocc concert. ...but, its not possible. If, I have the $$$ may as well fly for chob shows. Ah C concert..is really a long waiting event to all her fans. Glad that the tixs are selling like hotcakes & wish them a happy & fun trip in Nippon......

Nice Egg

Tami is not well....so, I have to finish the dinner by myself....I did not really touch the Fish.... and the veg is ...fine...Egg is the best...Maybe its becoz, I just love eggy.

Blended curry Veg....

Fish, chicken, soup & rice is great ...but, the curry Veg is abit tooooo blend & watery......

We did not go IKEA afterall...coz, its raining so we catch "THE HOST"....its nice. What really touched us is their family bond ... & the trust they had for each other...they went all out to save the little girl....soooo touching.

JAS website is finally up. We are also paying deposit for the tee tomorrow.....

願我可以學會放低你

Came across her blog...or would rather say, went to search wat she wrote in her blog. Dated, July 14 2006. A drop of tear nearly flow down my cheek. Tami quoted as a modern fairytale Love story.... its sooo touching.

任我出去任我飛
遊蕩兩日又重踏這地
沒有牽掛就會死
難道我靈魂被你收起

自己都管不了自己
太多錯誤經已因你起
我都知　再找你
連幸福都要放棄

其實你有多好　到別處碰不到
至令我重返這條路
臨近晚節不保　卻行到這一步
難道天空海闊再無芳草

＊願我可以學會放低你
　就讓我重頭來過物色新知已
　望著你的臉如山水一般優美
　要走的我　總企在原地

　願我可以絕到踢走你
　但是我如何能拒絕張開的臂
　自問我可以贏你　但喜歡輸給你
　猶像你親於我自己
　我怎可以　一刀切下來　親手　傷你＊

其實你有多好　到別處碰不到
美麗到危險的程度
臨近晚節不保　卻行到這一步
沿路的山丘已化成焦土

live to love, love to learn

其實我們是相似的。
我們都渴望愛，但其實我們天生都不太懂得怎樣去愛。
我們的佔有慾，讓我們把一切都攪錯了。

我們普遍會認為，
愛是擁有，
我愛你，所以我要和你在一起,
那，如果你愛我，你也理應跟我在一起。
不能有任何其他歪念，不能想著其他人，
偶然覺得有危機，或是失去了，自己就心慌了
接下來，我們就會用一切方法得到或是留住對方的心。
有些人會對你好，為你做盡所有事，把一切都奉上為對方犧牲，
覺得這樣就是我愛你最好的方法，
但身在當中，就不能發現到，原來不停一相情願的給給給給給，
反而會把一切都拉到最緊。
若有勇氣，能夠退後一步，有了適當的距離，會發現我們這樣反而更能學會怎樣好好地愛對方。
人越大，就發現原來能夠給對方適當的空間，才算真正的愛。
真正的愛應該會令人成長，令自己看到自己有什麼問題。


人生, 本來就充滿著離離合合，
但我是這樣認為的，
暫時的離開，其實並不一定代表著永遠失去，
若你擁有的那份是真愛的話，不會因為對方不在身邊了而被影響，
也不會因為環境被改變而磨滅。
是的，我們所有的，一切都有可能被拿掉，
唯獨是心中那份愛，沒人任何人可以把它搶走，
因為它會永遠地安穩地被保存在心中。

Long bean, ku gua & Fish

The dinner tonite is great. Tami loves the fish...& I love the long bean + Ku gua chicken.... yum yum

Basket search...

Met Tami and AMK central & started our basket search...A basket for our tingkat delivery when we are not around. hmmmm actually I feel rather funny...imagine a BIG basket hanging outside your door..hahahhaaa wonder if that delivery auntie will laff... tots of that sharp blue big basket at my door I feel like laffing...HAHAHhhahahha

Well, dinner seems better today. Soup is nice. Veg is fine, hotdog is tasty(of coz...its always tasty to me) & the Ma you Chicken is not too bad. Maybe i like & used to more salty food, so...I still feel their dishes rather blend.
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We will be going to Reflection Printing Factory tomorrow....if everything goes fine "I hope" we will drop the stupid Stitch Print Shop. Nowadays these kind of sevice attitude cannot make it loh.....

Tingkat

Today is the first day of Tingkat service. After searching for days...we decided to this Hong Choo service. hmmmm, the food is well....we are giving it another chance. Heng we are not those yim qim type...the Veg is a bit raw...Fish not much taste, Chicken curry tami comment that the chicken is abit tough. The best among all is the rice ...hahahahha the rice that tami cook...heheeeeeee oops missed out soup..the soup shd be the best among all their dishes....hope that tomorrow will be better...

New pump for my fishy

Bought a new electrical pump for my little fishy... after the death of my little Gill...now is let with my beloved Sa & chob... a person suay means suay....fish name after her name also will die without reason...opps..

Got to slp early today...meeting fat for rebonding tomorrow....yoyoyo.

hocc Live in unity

What a rainy day

Tami is off today. So, we went to the HDB hub to check out abt her house....had kopi at Ya kun & headed down to beach road to get the JAS tee done...yes..our 3rd trip. To my horror & later became anger.....that man actually told us that he SOLD 500 pics of the LEMON Yellow tee....so, no more stock for us....Im really speechless..the anger is rising in me by secs....wat is this..???<>@^&*$*&

We left the place & we walked in the rain to the bus stop..really a BIG WALK loh.... a BIG circle to the bus stop which is supposed to be right infront of us. Wat is this?? I really dun believe that this is the ONLY tee printing shop in sg.

W850 OR Z610

I can't decide which phone to target for....the W850 or the Z610. I had always planned to aim for my new dream phone of 2007...the Pearl White Sony Ericsson W850i but, a week ago SE announced their latest to be launch in 3Q of 2006 the Z610...its sooo beautiful...Especially the one in PINK... soo pretty.

Mani、偶像回到校園時

Yoyoyo...... ladies guess wat I found??? Pipi please dun scream....YES..YES.. its Mani latest released...she released another book this year & I dont even know...

Shocking news

Received a shocking phone call that Chob is not coming to sg for the Awards. Yes, its a relieve... we dun need to rush the lite boards & trouble over how spp bring the boards over ...blah blah blah.........but, the most terrible thing is...the TICS. 10 tics all roll down to the drain now. I really duno wat to do. It cozt $1000. Its $1000.

The server is also driving me crazy. So, we decided to change server. Hope that everything will be up again by 72 hrs. Coz, Pi needs to fine tune everything this Sat. Hope that both the forum & website will be up as planned by 2nd week of September.

Honey Choya

My favourite drink of the year.... Choya....but, I still prefer the normal Choya

Just bought tixs online to watch duno wat Snake in plane with tami tonite..heeee ....

A little Pet

See this little thing....soo cute. I hope to get a little pet....but, im scared. I duno if I dare to even touch it.

Nice Dinner

Tami brought me to this great & wonderful dinner...

Depression

Have been sometime since I last update my blog. Basically im busy with nothing...but, trying to make myself happier.
Everything seems to be a mess since I lost my job. I can't sleep at nite. I kept to myself...I cried to myself almost everyday. I felt very lonely & useless. We fight almost everynite & in the end, I broke down crying. I haven't stepped out of the house for almost a week. I just dun wish to meet people. Coz, I hate myself. We had a good talk. Tami told me that she feels im under depression. ...

I had a short chat with the counselllor and they told me that I'm down with psychological illness & that they would advise me to see the psychiatrist. Can u believe these?? Me see a psychiatrist??? This is impossible. I know that that's something wrong with me...but, I dun think I need to see the psychiatrist yet........

Anyway, nowadays tami brought me out for dinner everyday..she says that it will help rather than staring at the 4 walls every day & nite. We had dinner & short walks around central....marketing at NTUC. Things seems to be getting better. .....

Stay focus on positive statements about yourself.. this is wat I was told by the counselllor.

Choya Plum Wine with Ume Fruit

A premium, special wine, with pickled plums within the bottle and a taste to die for.
Plum Honey Wine With Natural Flavor and Whole Plums Added.
My new Love..wine...

I long to try the Honey sweet Flavour Choya which I bought fm DFS on our trip home fm Germany....but, I will wait till day for a celebration....heeeee

Juicy lemon

Tami told me that she wants to bring me to HK in September...to watch Juicy Lemon...of coz, I would like to...who wouldnt? But, I know that we shdnt spend soo much.

Spp is in taiwan now...she called me yesterday, saying I shd have joined her in TW....

Placebo Cure

Surprised...I watched "Placebo Cure" abt a year ago...
Alot of ???? in my head ..coz, I dun really understand if Carman & Fung are a couple...& after a year the truth is finally out. The dics I watched are rent fm the shops & that were all censored by the SCB. All bits & pieces on Carman & Fung relationship are all cut off. Thats why I dun understand the full whole story....when Tami show me the full ver... I got a shock...that I missed out so many scenes of Cherie...


This is one of my favourite scene, When Carman's laybin finally accept Carman & Fung relationship.

Imagine you & me

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies'll be blue
For all my life

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Chihuahua

How times flies...in a blink of eyes...tami is coming back soon....maybe in 5-10 mins time. I told tami that I would like to have a NO FUR puppy...yes..a forever puppy that will never grow up.. then I tot of a Chihuahua...but, smallfatz & tami says that a chihuahua is the very ugly...the ugliest dog in the world...I duno...I find it very cute leh....maybe I have not seen the real one yet...

Last Sunday, I bought 3 little fishes...I named them, JO, Gill & Sa....heheeheeee I fatz fatz also bought 2 VERY little fishy...she loves them very much..hheeee

I will be going shopping with Tami later....we are getting a TV....a 32 inch samsung LCD...Tami said its for me to watch Joey's concert & play XBOX....hmmm....

Tomorrow is August 9....national day... smallfatz are coming over to rush the website....small said that we are very behind time.....

Home alone...

Tami just called. She had board the plane to KL. She seems soooo happy & overjoy to go home to her Homeland. Im not really alone now..as Pilon & fat came over for the nite to keep me company.... THanks smallfatz..muahkie

Cappy weekend

Tami bought me 2 UMD. I dun have a PSP...its quite silly looking at the all still nicely wrapped up UMD & cannot play with it. Its even more sillly to buy a PSP...coz, we already have an XBOX 360. Haiz....

Got a no. of Interviews offers....looks like I still got to continue searching for sometime. I know alot of them think im useless....some of the frds, I dun even want to contact anymore (at least for the time being)...everytime she saw me online, the first thing she asked is " YOU GOT A JOB?" "You still jobless??" "When are u getting a job??"
Im sure, there are alot more other things that a good frd can chat abt rite?? LIke How are you now?? blah blah blah.... Must you always start a conversation with all that crap??

Tami is going bk to Malaysia to visit her Bowtie...although, she says that.."I can dun go back..its ok." but, b4 I even reply or say anything else...she already booked the airticket to fly back this SAT. DO I ever have a say in anything???

02 August 2006

Its 02 August....well, our 15 mths.

We had dinner at Din Tai Fung....

01 August 2006

Today is 01 August..again. A year ago today, I started work at an organization which I tot would be my ...forever career, a job which would last me for years...many many years. When I got this job.. not only me, my whole family is so proud & overjoy...celebrate for mths & treated me soooo well ...coz, I gave them whatever they wan...$$ & face. My ex boss is rather "Hum Sup" & irrating at times...calling me on weekends & bothering me on my off days..like to chat & talk rubbish to me...but, he really tot me alot of things. and becoz, of him I moved on rather fast..."High Flyer" thats wat he taught me. I remembered he told me " 5 years fm now ..you will be seeing yourself sitting at my position...working here dun need to work hard at all....u must work smart." He taught me alot of things & gave me alot of chances working with our bosses...which gave me chances to move on & up. I dun depend only on my manager I also work rather hard...in projects & attending courses. Soon, I was sort of the head of our section. With my qualification, this is really like a dream to me. My manager told me to upgrade or else I cant move on further....so, he sign me up for quite a no. of different courses...

After moving to my new work station ...colleagues started to boycott me. I was the youngest babies there..I joined less than 8 mths & of course youngest at age too...& they have to report to me??? I know they hate me... but, I dun care & continues to move on...so wat if they spike my coffee...I can make another cup...so wat if they throw sweets behind my cabinets which attract lots of ants..the cleaning auntie clean & spray my cubicle for me..."This cleaning auntie also knows how to follow the wind...wat I call a lalang....she used to carry "K" coz, she tot he is or will be the head of our section...but, when I shifted my office...& my manager told them that I will be an acting head of our section till I cfm in 2 mths time.....this auntie clean my office sooo well... " this is life I guess.

2 mths..well, less than 2 mths. I lost everything.

JAS is alive again....

After a year.. JAS is back again. That day when JAS was gone overnite.... I told them....JAS will be back.

Thanks to SMALLFATZ... without them we wouldn't be able to come his far. Many thanks... muahkie

Spp told me that she placed order for the lite boards....and shd be coming over in OCT. Tickets for the 6th Global Chinese Music Awards up for sale today...and we managed to secure 10 seats for JAS. We are all ready for the 6th Global Chinese Music Awards.

our little phones

Sakae @ Marina

Movie with smallFatz"The Lake House" & had Dinner at Sakae...

W850i

Found a cool dream phone of year 2006 in the net.....Sony Ericsson W850i.
After surfing for Themes last nite, I agreed with Tami.. still sony ericsson is best for me....Im that kind who get sick of a theme or wall paper very soon now & then....so, Sony Ericsson had rather wide range of nice themes.....hmmmm well, thats my target of Dream phone this year... heheheeeeeee

Btw, I bought Tami a new phone last Wed...W810i...I think it really suits her very much....

BTW, I had a tok with Tami this morning... a good tok at 4.30am this morning... She said that she will work something out....well, rite now most important is get a job...& move back hm. I dun want her sister suddenly appear at the door or call up saying that she will be coming in a weeks time...& I have no where to go. I got to think for myself....re-plan my story again..


We will be catching "The Lakehouse" with dear fat & small.....this weekend..

容祖兒 - 用一千雙手臂擁抱你 MV

Enjoy.....

The worst is yet to come....

Things seems to be going downhill in my life. Went home yesterday, laybin told me that she needs $$$(yah again as usual) I havent been giving her $$$ since Im jobless ... she told me directly that she needs $$$ to pay bills.. I stay for the nite...its no longer the room or home that I used to love staying in. I felt like a stranger. I woke up early went marketing in NTUC & headed back to Tami's home...prepared a nice dinner..& trying to surprise her. This is the home... my home ..I felt I'm home.

After dinner, Tami told me that her sister is coming to singapore to work...which means I have to go. I just lied to my laybin that I got a job(coz, I dun want her to worry)at Changi so.. its too far fm home...I got to move to my frd's place...she buy my story...everything going on fine...till, Tami told me that "Her sister coming over to sg...TO WORK" Do you understand what I meant???
I kept telling myself, its ok that you lost that job...you stilll have this home..u still have Tami!!!! Now, everything have changed..the wind is blowing in the other direction...

My whole life is in a mess rite now. I lost my job. The best job I will ever find...becoz of WHAT??? I hate myself...hate my life...

From the moment she told me her sister is coming to sg to work...& that she have no choice..... I know what lies infront of me...and where I stand. I can only depend on myself now... to think of a brand new story.. another lie to laybin ...to move bk home....

Why are all these happening to me?? What have I done???

Nothing is forever...I can only depend on myself.....

Bad News

I think this could be the one of most terrible news of year 2006.....

Tami sister coming over to work in Singapore. ........ I can see the road infront of us....problems....quarrels...arguments

Little One's Curry...

Havent really step into the kitchen & cook my tasty curry...Other than her & a few of my old frd.... of coz, including Laybin & bowtie.....no else had tried my curry b4.....heeee hehheeehe

Today, I decided to surprise Tami..with my little one curry....hahhahah

Recently, I felt that Tami is not very happy.....duno why she kept pulling a grey face at me..... I felt that...I had treat her rather well now compared to the past...but, ................maybe becoz, im jobless???

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Saw a pic of Her & My Sa....dun really feel good.

My big project.....

Well, fatfat asked...why didnt i update my blog ..hahhaha Well, Im busy with a big project. My classmate & best frd agreed to help me in JAS website....the main thing is not becoz.... its cheaper...its becoz, they are someone closest to me. People I can trust. At least I can trust that JAS website will not be closed overnite..unless I want it to be.


Tami told me " You know..."Pilon" is a busy person... and rather impatient...once she agreed to help & wants u to source for something... u must try to be fast & do your best..." I duno if Pilon's batteries will run out soon....coz, no matter wat... I know they are not into these kind of stuff...but, no matter how far we can go..thanks for everything..my dear frds.....

If you Dont Spread out your wings, you wouldnt know how high you can fly....

ZOOy day...

Last Mon...I woke up at 5am to go to the Airport....today I woke up 6am.....to go to the ZOO.... Yah, will be meeting Fatfat & Pilon for a little ZOO trip later..It had been year.... 20 over years since I last visited the ZOO ...& to my horror, it cost $15 now. The last time I went there ..I tot it was FREE. Then I realized that was during my Primary 3 days....

Joey @ Singapore

45 mins chat with Joey....

17 July 2006. This year...I did not strike any 4d on this day like the past 2 years...but, today is another unforgettable day for me.

16 July 11.40am - We reached Singapore Changi Airport...Met up with a few other JAS other members and headed towards gate 22. Alec Su fans are already chopping their territories....we managed to chop a little coner by the glass panel.

12.05 pm - CX 717 landed ....

12.35 pm - Joey with her sun glasses and cool jacket...appeared by the gate 22 stairs... tiny screams was heard all over around us....tami lite up the JOEY lite board...she wave at us from the belt......we waited for more than an hour for her to come out...coz, her assistant's luggage was held up in HK. She waited restlessly for an hour.

1.45pm - Joey stepped out.....she took a pic with JAS and we passed her the card. We wave bye to her...and off she went off with Alec in the same coach.

2.30 pm - We had our lunch and made our way to the Padang.

3.35pm - She had rehearsals...yes..in the terrible hot sun...we got to climb the barricades to just catch an eye of her hair. 4pm we decided to retreat back to the aircon area.... we bump into the TAS pp... (Tami had told and reminded me to open my heart to see things from a different view. To forgive and forget. of coz, the person who clashes does not involve the others in TAS.) So.... yah I agreed when TAS wanted to join us to cheer Joey together at Pandang....

6pm - We made our way back to Padang....due to the terrible crowd, we lost each other at the Padang. The crowd are mostly those pp from that "COUNTRY" soo rude and like hooligans...we squeezed our way thru those sweaty man....wah...

8pm - ......%^$#@*& we were nearly breaking down.....all kinds of words coming out of our mouth... ..we lost Fila and OP. The crowd is so terrible that the show got to stop midway and there are pp fainted...pushing screaming shouting.....Im nearly going out of breath too...

9pm - The show SUCKS....If its not becoz of Joey, u pay me I also will not attend. Im losing my temper...but, whenever I look and tami...I cool off again...and soften. Tami is carrying a Big bag, holding a huge bottle of water (yah water for me) and 2 big lite boards....sweating and still not a word of complaint from her..instead, she kept asking me to drink more water and kept asking if im ok>>??? and if I could still see the screen.?? Im really very very touched.

10.45pm - At last, Joey appeared...we held up our lite boards...high up.....actually not we..its they who held the boards...coz, im not doing anything....(I'm too short) She sang a song....really ONE SONG only loh....then we squeezed out of the padang.....everyone is in a high mood.....coz, its over...we waited hours...at last its over.

11.30pm - We reached home. Tami bought my Lunch, dinner cum supper for me...coz its my first meal of the day.

2.30am - We tried to get some sleep aft a long day.

17 July 2006

5.00am - We dragged ourselves up....tami's coffee is ready for me...(how lovely)

6.00am - We reached Singapore Changi Airport.... met Fila and her hubby..(I didnt know she's married)...oops... met up with Round and bump into TAS fellows again...

7.15am - Joey reached the Airport. Im the first who greeted her...and gave her the group pic we took yesterday. "So, you are Wing?? And that name card was yours?" she asked... Yah. I replied and hand the Green cakes to her..We chat..from JAS to her blog..to her jobs ..next trip her...blah blah blah....everyone of us took a pic with her....she is sooo sweet.

Tami told her that she got to go off..coz, rushing for work..."oh..OK...wat u work as?? she asked??" "Nurse" tami repiled...

"Wow...Ok... dun be late for work.." Joey wave good bye to tami....

we continue to chat for another 30 mins ...I gave her a donald....and took pics of her..again...she asked why im soo close with spp as we are in 2 different countries..hahhahah

8.05am - Its time for her to go. We bid farewell to her....and she left for Guang Zhou....to continue...working...working and working....

Happy Birthday Mani

Happy 34th Birthday to Mani......

Its Mani birthday.....Im tooo tired at this moment..havent slept for years...got to go and nap nap...

Good nite Chob

World Cup Final 2006

Its the Final Italy vs France. Of coz, I will go all out for France. Im still recovering fm the beaten of Germany. The score now is 1-1 at 79 min. Yah... its getting a bit bored..with no scoring...and Tami is fast asleep. Goal France...Goal Goal Goal.....

Well we celebrated Tami's 35th birthday today.... I bought her an ipod.....wow.....which cost me a bomb.....whew..I wonder if she likes it????
I went to Funan IT mall all by myself...without a voice...yah....I lost my VOICE....the salesman..might think.."WAT IS THIS WOMEN UP TO??" After some condsideration....I decided to get the 30GB ipod.. Coz, the more I tot of the look of tami eating her bready in Hamburg...with a kelian look...(coz...im throwing my temper again).....the more I feel..soft..and decided to make her happy....

We had dinner at Coca. Really had a rather great time...thanks for all the gifts...& hope u gals enjoy the dinner....

Its 88.02 min now & still 1-1.....hang on there..France.....

女人唔易做

Watching the Drama La Femme Desperado...abt women of today..career women and how women work with success without men. Its funny... we laff and laff..most important is we like the 2 actress in the show.

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Frds are someone who cares and understand you. What kind of friends are you to call and asked why am I rotting at hm?? This is not what I want. Do I have a choice?

Dejection

We were on the plane from Hamburg back to Dubai... while England vs Portugal. We held our hands together awaiting the update score for the match. It was disappointing....England was out. I know tami is rather upset and disappointed. Those who had watched matches with us before shd know how much tami loves England & English teams.... I am also rather disappointed .....

We reached Dubai International Airport...we ran to the big screen which live telecast the match Brazil vs France. Another shocking result....0-1. Brazil was out. We are not really great fans of Brazil...but, this was really unexpected....the ball is really round.

The worst is yet to come... my only favourite team left....Germany was out too....just this morning..beaten by Italy at the very last min......I hope that France or well..portugal will beat them like pan cakes..in the finals

Im Home

Im Back from Germany. Came back to sg on 2nd July...spent 2 days in bed. Down with flu, fever and jetlag. Still havent got over the German's defeat this morning. Germany actually lost to Italy.. I was shocked and stood that motionlessly for a min or 2.....this is impossible. I hate the Italians....again & again they smash my hopes into pieces...

Well....enough of the Italians....may the France beat them..like meat balls...

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Hamburg..is a nice place. When I was there?? I missed home alot...I misses the food here and of coz..my home and my pang pang very very much. What I worried and dislike most is the plane...the long travelling hrs in the plane is wat I dread most. The language is also another big big problem. Everything is in germans...including the train station...and airport. Its not easy to communicate with them...luckily its the world cup season...so quite a no. of the sales & tourist spot.. and speak simple English. Its also not easy to find a normal mineral water there in hamburg....all their water are carbonated. I screamed my head out when I saw the Evian water on sale at one of the tiny shops at the train stations..

Free & lost....

At last.. im free from that place. Its like released from jail..you are free and at the same time...LOST... I should be happy and relax..but, no. First day of my jobless life...I felt depressed... lonely...hopeless...lost. What have I done to deserve all these?? A year ago...I found a Job....a JOB I tot was the best job I ever had..I placed alot of passion on it. I like the job, the work... my bosses gave me alot alot of chances...and everything went on very well...very very well... till that day....24 May 2006. "We have bad news for you..I know are a good worker..bosses likes you very much and have high hopes on you...we know you are harmless but, in our policy....you got to go." These words still kept ringing in my ears... Why me?? No one will ever understand .....

I felt sooo useless ....

EEG celebrates Joey's Birthday...

EEG bosses and colleagues celebrates Joey's birthday.....Jo's birthday wish ..well, HOLIDAYS....she had been working like robots day and nite...she would like to have a few days off...to make a trip to Japan....

Speaking of Japan...haiz....Japan VS Croatia....0-0 can you all believe it..??? Congrates to my dear Pilon....

Its Father's day....hmmm will be bringing my that bow tie for dinner tomorrow......DOES HE KNOWS THAT IM JOBLESS??? Well, my laybin actually demand and asked for a Father's day dinner......Can someone pls tell them... the little daughter of theirs is JOBLESS.... yes, I have been staying at Tami's hse...tonight..I will go home on thursday... and move all my stuffs here...


9 more days to Hamburg GERMANY....

I Love Argentina

Argentina is great...is powerful is....wonderful. Im so shocked to them play last nite. Wow, 6 goals. Although, I lost a bit of $$ in this match..coz, I bet Argentina won by 3-0...but, I do enjoy seeing them score..they are great.

Tonite at last I can see Portugal play....although I do some how support and like Portugal..this is the first time I can see them play in this World cup. Well, Genie told me that it will be a 2-0 Portugal win....hmmmm

Czech is my all time favourite....I do pin much hope on them to win by more than 2 goals.....



Went out with small & fat the other day....saw this cute balloon at Bugis.....

生日快樂 Happy Birthday Joey

Own GOAL loh

Just ended the England VS Paraguay match. Please dun tell pp im an England fan hor... ENGLAND with an own goal from Paraguay.. We shouted with depression our heart out... until Tami scolded me. I'm really very very disappointed with England loh.. not that I wanted to behave like "hooligans".... Imagine England will meet Germany?????

Germany vs Costa Rica

Yes.. The long waiting world cup is finally here. The total score for this first match is tooooo unbelieveable..yah..total goals 6 .....sze pootz arrr...

Now we are awaiting for the 2nd match POLAND VS ECUADOR. Tami, xiao mei & See Fart is taking a short nap....after a hard days work, I really admired myself for being able to stay up till now ....

Our Time has come

Hocc time has come for her to shine as a bright beacon for any aspiring pop artists who currently find it extremely hard and emotionally draining to get their foot in the door of this dynamic and cut-throat industry of Hong Kong pop music. Some of the current crop of Cantopop singers will look up to her as their "Big Sister", like what the late Miss Anita Mui did for her. The music is great, the lyrics are nice and the musical arrangement is just cool..... And without a doubt, Denise put her heart and soul into this musical production

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Sammi Cheng 鄭秀文 & Denise Ho 何韻詩 Medley 情陷仙樂都/ part 1 of 2

Check this out... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPrj4b7GOZk&search=Denise%20ho

Shouldnt have sold the tickets...to Sammi concert last year...I wouldnt have given up the tickets if I know...hocc is the special...haiz.....

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Vincy Chan 泳兒

My dear friends....especially PILON.. this is the ger im talking about..
check this out: http://www.eegmusic.com/artists/eeg/eeg52.php

Yes...she is our Singapore Superstar who drop out in the first few rounds...& who became EEG new pet overnite.

英皇新人王泳兒一鳴驚人
星島日報報道)最近有首新歌《感應》令各電台流行榜風起雲湧，主唱的是英皇今年力捧女新人泳兒(新聞 - 網站 - 圖片)。由於歌聲搶耳，很多人對泳兒都感興趣，令泳兒的名字不但登上電台歌曲榜三甲，並成為近日網上熱門搜尋目標。

　　泳兒（Vincy）於05年參與全球華人新秀歌唱大賽贏得亞軍及最佳型格獎，當時以原名陳家欣參賽的Vincy因而簽約英皇旗下。經過英皇秘密練兵打造近1年，英皇Music Plus終在上月將Vincy首支主打歌《感應》派上電台，這首由陳永明監製的抒情慢歌初登電台流行榜時位置一般，但因泳兒的嘹亮歌聲甚搶耳，播放率瞬間激增。於4月1日新城勁爆本地榜新上榜佔第16位，上榜3星期後升至第6位。《感應》在商台903專業推介走勢更凌厲，初上榜只佔第11位，兩周後急升上第3位，上榜已三周後再升多級登上第2位，僅次於陳慧琳與汪阿姐合唱的《自由女神》。而在香港電台中文歌曲龍虎榜也同是3星期躍升至第2位，成績超越莫文蔚、陳慧琳、何韻詩、陳奕迅及鄧麗欣的新歌。以新人來說，成績實屬近年難得例子。

　　不但在電台流行榜名列三甲，近日在網站雅虎香港首頁的熱門搜尋行列上，亦出現泳兒的名字，證明已經有很多人對Vincy大感興趣，上網搜尋她的資料，因此，她在雅虎香港熱門搜尋行列中排行第2。據知英皇已鐵定今年重點力捧泳兒，加上《感應》一曲成績如此優異，成為公司新寵的Vincy獲安排在師姐容祖兒(新聞 - 網站 - 圖片)下月舉行的演唱會作特別演出，屆時樂迷便能正式欣賞她的現場唱功。

This is really very funny loh.....

back to work....

Is Sunday nite again....after a long long weekend.. I got to go back to work tomorrow....not knowing wat is front of me....wat versions of new stories around me?? I have never been sooo popular in my life before....well, I hope that everything will go on fine tomorrow... I will tender my letter once again..and thats it.

24 days to go...I will be on my way to GERMANY...

yah...Im going to Germany Hamburg.....

I got the letter...from yah...7-11. YOu have WON a ticket for 2 to the FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 at Hamburg. Like wat Tami said...."I nearly fainted"...OVER just a can of COKE....we WON a trip to Germany



YES...this is GERMANY Hamburg..

My new beloved toy X BOX 360

Today is June 01st 2006. I know I got to keep going..heng.. I got my new toy XBOX to burnt my awful times away.....

my time has come....

After 10 months of struggle....Now my time has come. To learn to leave behind what seems to be the best job and career of my life.

Everything is...falling into places now...after a week of shock...tears...disappointment and all kinds of anger....is coming to a point..of acceptance now...trying to accept the fact. The fact of losing my future and darkness right infront of me. This is really not easy. Thanks of everything my dear friends. I know I can make it.

PS : Thanks for being with me...tami

24 May 2006

24 May 2006 is a day I wouldnt want to remember for the rest of my life. My future is in a total darkness right now... Tears + Disappoinment + Sadness + total loss...and anger....I know I have to move on....but, its not easy. Things haven been smooth....my career is going downhill since then....at last I know I found a job.. a good job...I like and pays me not too bad.. Now...everything is gone.. overnite....just becoz..of WAT....becoz, of who I am....

Jade Loves

The long waiting album of Jade's is out. Not Green color that kind of Jade loh its Jade 關心妍 that Jade loh. It had been a year since Jade's album . Its title Jade Loves... fits the content and the time the star invested perfectly. Overall this release is packed with 15 tracks covering Canto-, Mandarin, and English version pop songs as well as pure music segments. Considering all the precious overtime that Jade had to put up with to complete her latest treats, music lovers should spare some of their time to check out the results. Jade 最新主打歌歌名為「粉筆字」，表示將一切不開心事情抹去。Is very well recommended, nice & soothing. 另一首主打「玉石樂隊」亦已派台，由黃丹儀作、編曲，周耀輝填詞，蔡一智 監製。..三毛流浪記, 眼中桃花 is also very nice ...Hooray Jade...

02 May 2006

its our 1 year anniversary

How time flies.... in celebration of our big day we had dinner at Jumbo on 28 April on tami .. Today at sushi tei..extactly like a year ago...but, this time im the one who pay..and the feeling is of coz different...hahahah Now im a little one compared to a year ago... when tami is still trying to do all means to impress the yet little one to be. Heeee heee

I bought a crumpler bag for tami & tami bought me a little cheesey cake & a GERMANY tee shirt...coz, Germany will WIN...Goal Goal Goal.....Win win win

25 April 2006

My boss called for a meeting at 5.10pm. He told us that from tomorrow onwards, I will be switching workstation with my colleague & I will be fully in charge of our section. Till now, I still dont believe what I heard was true. I dont know what tomorrow will be...I might lose my job overnite...or I might stay here forever..??? I really dont know.....but, I will treasure every little chances I had.

best Thing in My Life

In times of loneliness
when I feel like giving everything I own in my life
in exchange for a moment or two
just having you by my side

in times of desperation
when all could do is holding on to what's left of you
just the thought of you will always be true
you're the best thing in my life

they say that love comes easy
as the love that goes with the hours of the night
well our mornings were always filled with loving
still in our eyes

you see I'm lost I'm hopelessly lost
inside my mind all because of you
just the thought of you will always be true
you're the best thing in my life

and when the morning comes
and the sun refuses to rise
and the night goes on without a star in the sky
I'll still be missing you
til the very day that I die
taking with me all the pain and misery
forgotten songs and memories of you

if you could see me and hear the words
I wanted to say
with you I lived a lifetime without
you can't face another day

if I could see you if only I could tell you
just how much I really love you
just the thought of you will always be true
you're the best thing in my life
you're the best thing ever the very best in my life

0-0

Well, last night was the first I bet on soccer again after 2 years..
Man Utd VS Sunderland...is really impossible... 0-0..and I still bet until 5 goals....smallie laffs & laff.... this is impossible. Tami & I watched till half time... & we decided to give up & go to bed instead.

Good Friday

Wow... the weekend is here again.... A long weekend...yippee... Had a chat with spp last nite. I asked her to join the next season superstar...hahahha I told her that my laybin will take banner & support her in SBC studio......

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Well, its bowtie birthday this weekend....but, the unfilial kids of him spent the long weekend away from home. Sad right..??? We already had dinner last nite...I spent $40 at the coffee shop downstairs...eating 煮 炒.

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Alrite, HAPPY & MERRY Easter everyone....

My little brother

My little brother has gone missing again. Yes...no where to be found since last Friday. I dun understand...why?? He's already turning 27 y/o...this year...why cant her just grow up....Laybin nearly cried out...while toking about him...I know she must be so hurt & worried..

Marriage

"Your younger cousin Angel...is getting married this Dec..." Blah Blah....Laybin started nagging...once I stepped out from the bathroom. "Well..?? Congrats & Good....GREAT" I repiled.

Well...I know what is coming out from her mouth..soon. True enough, she started...: Wah!! Everyone getting married....duno when will be my children getting married. Duno if I got the chance to see or not....blah blah...she continues.... Well, Good Luck I replied...& walked smartly back into my little room.

Stress is yet to come....for me I mean. Imagine, when my cousin preparing for her wedding...she Might...."MIGHT" call me to be her wat sister or duno wat....& at the wedding dinner...HAHAHA ... there goes the WHY?? WHEN?? WHERE?? Questions coming from all the aunties & uncles....WHY u haven found that MR right arr??? WHEN your turn arrr??? WHERE u working??? NO ONE u like meh..???

Best Of Luck....

Moira is sick

MOIRA....auntie Moi that Moi and ramen that RA. At last, I know what's the name of this sick he/she in the show. She is mad. Although, I dun like Jen..but I dun like the way MOIRA treats Jen....soo kelian. Yeah..I got to repeat, I dun like Jenny..

Coming to the end of "L word" season 3...knowing that Dana's death is approaching, its soo sad. I cried when, Dana is on the bed after the op...she is soo poor thing..luckily she still got "Al". Yes..I never like "LALANG" although, I know tami likes.....I just simply can stand her...how can she come back and want back Dana just like that. Even if Dana wans to leave AL, she shdn't encourage her...she's evil...and now when Dana needs her...where is she. Simply hates her.

Tina & Bet ...well, no comments.

Finally, Shane & Carmen makes a perfect couple. (At least till now)

Enjoy the show.... ...everyone.

Lost

I lose something very important to me. I duno wat to say and how to describle my feelings. You wouldnt understand. I can never ever find another one to replace it. Im feeling sooo lost..now. Im all alone at the cross road once again.

googoo

yummy yummy..

Looking back at the pics taken...during our trips to KL..

I really missed those days. Especially the food...heee...I know you loved the food there....

Although, its only 4 days..but we had soo much fun..remember how I wash & scrub the bathtub..and ended up washing the whole toilet & nearly flood the whole hotel room...hahhaha

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We spotted a "Restoran" and ended up taking pics on the streets...regardless how the wedding couples & guests all looking & wondering what are we up to...


We had so much fun then....

怯

I just want my tooth out .... is it that difficult???
From here to there....& there & here...ding dong ding dong here & there...spent $265 for nothing. Spent so much $$$ and my silly stupid tooth still in my gums.
Thats what I call Hospital. All I want is just to get my tooth out...and there..its leads to what heart problems...blah blah.... wah..@#$%.....very soon may as well send me to....IMH.

Now im on the cross road again...not knowing wat to do..where to head...???

Life Continues..............

Black Monday..

It had been a great long weekend. I claimed my off day & you on leave last friday... yah yah, everything was fine.."except for my little headache"..we had fun..watching tv...simple dinner...although, a little hipccus here & there...but, everything was fine..till, Sunday nite.

I went home..chat a little..and something huge came up again.. from no where. Why?? Its 12am in the morning...Why?? Must we have all these unnecessary arguments for nothing on a Monday morning....a working morning.


如何辛酸　如何淒慘　如何分擔
　如果仍然將從前再三哭訴是磨難
　拭乾眼淚回去　亦算節省一晚
　閒人一班　沉淪一番　自虐一番
　假如這同盟會輪流大講失戀太黯淡
　不如　對那人　鬥快鬥早心淡
　其實沒時間　為了他　比賽慘


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headache.....

Collected my new IC today. Wow..after 16 years...I got a brand new IC. I like it. At least, I dun look funny..with my that 2 auntie earrings anymore. heeee

Maybe Im getting old...got a terrible headache...after collecting my beautiful IC...I rushed home....took a bath & drop to bed. I woke up at abt 6.30pm... had my dinner & took Activ Fast again... but, my head is still like tearing apart.

What a Saturday...so.. age does matters..

Long time no seee

Had been sometime since I last blogged. Well, I turned..30. Its a huge stepping stone of my life... imagine, 30 years old... oooh my god. I cant believe this. Cannot believe the fact that I am actually 30 years old. What have I achieved for the past years....well, nothing much I would say.... the only best thing about my life right now is my job. A job I would regard as a career. After 10 over years of working life....I found this job...a place I hope to grow in. I will treasure very chances I can to stay & climb in this career ....

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Another big thing in my life is "you". You came into my life. I know you love me alot. Thanks for all your love ... I always tell myself, No one else love me as much as you do.

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4 days more to go. I will be going for a minor operation. A fear I had inside me since im a kid. A Dumex tin hit my tooth....and there goes my 2 front tooth. Blood kept flowing from my mouth with my dearest 姑媽 hugging me...we stood at the basin for ages....
I grew up... without my 2 front tooth.... it took me more than 10 years to have my 2 front tooth back. Dental..is the last thing I will ever thought of in my entire life.....Now, I dont have a choice...I dun wan this Impacted thing...in my gums....like a bomb...installed in me. I know I have to be strong ...but, is not easy..............

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"FRIENDS"... 2 years... how time flies. A friend, I lost touch..for 2 years...We used to chat everyday...almost everyday in the office. We used to 吹水 everyday.. in office. An incident...a small foolish incident...drawn us apart for 2 years. Sometimes...life is just that simple....look at the picture again with a clearer mind...some arguements are just so foolish. Guess, we had just grown out of it. Anyway, Im already 30 years old... what there's to fight about.

Good Night.

Happy Holidays

Its 5.54am now. In less than 3 hrs time we will be on board the plane....yes all 4 of us ....at last. Heeeeee ...and around 6 hrs from now we will be at Hong Kong. Yippy....yeh yeh...

A trip we plan & hope for years.....is finally here....

Happy Holidays to us....

Good Day...muahkie everyone....

Happy New Year

Today is the First day of 2006. Wow...how time flies.
Tomorrow is our 8th month anniversary.... and 2 more days to go, we will step onto Hong Kong land. Yippy...we have been looking so forward to this trip....4 of us travelling together to Hong Kong. heee heee

Just bought 3 BIG packets of mamee for spp..as requested by her..(wat soo special with sg mamees anyway???)

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Its 8.11pm now...Countdown to the Hit Radio 903 awards 2006....
No matter its tears or laughter we have beers & ice cream by our side.....heee..